End with it. It's about time to appreciate myself and to stop letting treat like the rag. Longer I won't withstand it. I can't. I must put myself, only how? How am I to oppose to somebody who has a greater power than me? For somebody who's ruining me mentally? Who's destroying quietly? How? How to find such large decks of strength to get up out of myself? How to rebuild myself-assessment and to become stronger? How?